Happy New Year !



                                                           



Hey Queens and Kings its Hippiekinks and we are now coming to the end of 2018. I know it’s been awhile since I posted but this year has been a complete life changer for me! I suffered great sadness but also met the love of my life!!!

Honestly this year has been really hard for me, I lost one of the most important people in my life which is my mother. For months my mom fought her illness and finally is in peace from all her pain. I don’t want base this post on this part of my life, because honestly I’m still learning how to live everyday without seeing her face or hearing her voice calling my name down the hallway! I understand it’s apart of life, but it is one part that I have been battling for almost two months since she’s been gone. My heart is broken and sometimes I’m filled with sadness. But I keep up the faith that I have a purpose in life and even tho my mom is not here physically; she’s with the lord an amazing angel she is. She’s at her most powerful form to protect me and see my life through!!! This is what I keep in mind to get up everyday and fight for happiness in my life (be the best version of me)!

Out of all this you wonder how did I manage to meet a great guy going through such a hard time in my life. I truly believe in faith and God delivers when he feels your ready to receive your blessings in life. This man has helped me from the beginning to the end and still standing by my side today! Wow I just want to Thank God because he is an awesome God! I’m not a deep religious person but I respect when divine intervention happens! I have learn so much about myself as far as my weaknesses and my strengths. I have shocked myself and have a new found look on who I am as a working black woman who is a Blogger. He has helped me realize my potential and he in courage me to start blogging again.

Even though we may go through  things that may throw us off track of our dreams; the key is get back up and come back harder. For over 7 years of  my life I took care of my mom which made it very difficult for me to be consistent with my blog and also work!!! But looking back at my old post I made it happen even though it wasn’t consistent I did it. Now I have a whole new life and whole new space! I moved more into the city which is different for me because I’m Westchester girl! The lost of my mom made me want to conquer my fears and the love of my life makes me want share with the world !!! Whatever drives you hold on to it and don’t let it go !!!

End the new year with knowing you learn so many lessons this year and just be open/ready for the new year. I’m very happy with certain things in my life,  but this is the first year without my mom. It will be hard but I will rise to the occasion and make her very proud !! I'm manifesting on self love and overcoming my fears; overall living my best life! As always until next time positive vibes and much love beautiful people! ✌


                                                                    Peace&Love
Hippiekinks :)
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